| | not looking forward to saturday.
the man i love and respect deeply is leaving for another 7 months. sure we'll "be fine". i know we'll be fine...we did well the first 5 months. but thats not it, i'm not scared for our relationship. i just want to be able to spend time with him, enjoy his company.
on saturday i will also be taking my CSET exam. yup...i did already take it. but unfortunately in november i took the english cset exam because i thought i wanted to teach high school english. now ive decided to dedicate myself to those snot nosed children i so deeply love. that means another $200+ test.
but i will remember to thank Jesus for the joy and honor of having Brian in my life and that i was able to spend the last month with him. i will also praise Jesus for giving me this passion and desire to teach children and that i actually have the opportunity to apply for grad school and be able to afford this test.
in my little bubble of a life....life sucks this weekend.
but in the grand scheme...i am immensely blessed.
[note to self :: remember the second half of this entry]
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